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01:44 am
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WHOAAAAA!!!
Wow i cant remember the last time i wrote in this. soooo much shit has happend that i cant even remember it all. im sad that no one updates anymore. the part that is ever sader is that i take the time to look to see if anyone has updated but i never update myself. yeah idk. well its like 1:46 and i got a class at 9 tomorrow that i HAVE to go to so im going to bed. night
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01:52 am
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It's been a long while...
so yeah i havent updated in forever but lets see. went to hawaii had an amazing time. got to see marc which was awesome. got a good tan then lost it due to peeling lol. lost a lot of weight while i was gone but no worries i am putting it all back on very nicely lol. ummm lets see. camp starts on tuesday. should be fun. well atleast for the first 3 weeks then the last 3 i will prolly wanna drive my car into a tree. but hey its a job right?!?!?!? me and john are semi talking again which is cool. we both apologized and admitted that we both said a lot of things that we def didnt mean. so HOPEFULLY things will get better from here. we will see. tonight was alright. i went bowling. havent done that in a while. it atually sucked a lot of balls at first but then got better. then i had to babysit my drunk ass sister. seriously that girl has gotten drunk more times in like her sophmore year then i have my whole life. shes nuts. tomorrow i am going to the beach with amanda and christa. i just wanna even out this tan line i got going on. well im pretty tired so im gonna go to bed. night
Current Mood:  tired
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05:58 pm
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Yes I am in Hawaii!!! =)
ok so just thought i would update while i am in hawaii! pretty nice huh?!?!? the weather is beautiful here. it never rains. the beaches are amazaing! i am DEF coming back. there is wayyyy too much to do here to stay just for one week. im gonna finally get to see marc tomorrow. yes today is thursday and that means im seeing marc on friday. i guess he has been busy lately and i know he has cuz he has a lot to do. so he said that we will spend friday and saturday together so that should be nice. im real excited cuz i havent seen him since he was home at the beginigng of 2nd semester which was a while ago. so it should be nice to just see him and talk. i wanna go see pearl harbor so maybe we will be able to go. then i leave saturday night. i cant believe the week is over but i think i am ready to go. you know me, i get home sick reeeeeal easily and its hitting me now. so im ready to leave. its gonna be a longggggggg plane ride but it will be nice to be back home. ok gonna go shower since i just got back from the beach and all lol. peace
Current Mood:  hungry
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09:37 am
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
ok so i just typed a long ass entry and then i hit the X by accident and signed off. im pretty pissed off right now. so im obviously gonna just summerize everything. i leave for hawaii a week from tomorrow and i cant wait to get away from here and everyone. it should be nice. sooo last night i hung out with erin for a lil. it was a good time. we used to be best friends and hung out like everyday but then we kinda stoped talking and stuff so it was nice to hang out again. we met up with her friend katie at danny;s in stratford. i have met her before. shes soo nice. i got invited to go up to differnt towns to hang out with their other friends once in a while and i think im gonna go. it should be cool. then we met up with stew, mike and mike e. then erin went home and i went with the guys. back seat with mike e. always an adventure lol. as for tonight, i hope something fun goes on cuz if not im staying home. my parents are going to a wedding so i will be here by myself. unless my brothers and sister are here then i will contemplate suicide. we will see what happens. gonna go now. peace
Current Mood:  pissed off
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01:04 am
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ughhhhhhhhhhh
I FUCKIN HATE GUYS!!! THEY ALL SUCK! I AM CONVINCED THAT I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER FIND THAT RIGHT ONE! WHAT THE FUCK!!!
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04:53 pm
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Summer is awesome!
ok so last night was a party at stefs! awesome time! oh wait...let me back up...it was mine and mikes one month and since hes awesome he took me out to armalinos (dont know how to spell it) it was reeeal good and not cheap at all. =0 but it was fun. then we picked up shawn and christa and went to stefs party. it was so much fun. dont rememeber a lot of it but yeah it was fun. more stories to come cuz i gots to go out. more partying. peace
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12:37 pm
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FINALLY...
well not much to report except my life is amazaing and finally all coming together. the summer is off to an awesome start and i am finally so happy! im sure i will update more as the summer goes on but for now this is all i got. peace
Current Mood: content
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12:16 pm
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People suck!
ok so apperntly i was involved in shit that went one last night with cody and john when i had NOTHING to fuckin do with it. i was hanging out at steves with my crew and cody was out doing what ever with his crew. but i guess some how i managed to be invloved. im just so pissed right now cuz i didnt do shit and im getting blamed for all of it. my sister called me and told me what happend to so i told everyone i was with but apperntly since stef put up an away message about it that means that i was involved it all of it and made cody follow john and hes bitch. i could care less what the fuck they do. really i could care less. he kicked me outta his life so i have no desire to know whats going on in his life anymore so why the fuck would i care what he is doing on a saturday night?!?!? seriously people are fucked up. sorry i cant control what my sisters bf does on a saturday night. i will make sure to watch him more! fuck off!
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Ima hustla!
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01:01 am
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PAIN
yeah so i got my tattoo today...it hurt soooooooooooooooo bad...i will prolly never do it again...it was def a painful experience...so things have been pretty horrible with john but hey thats ntohign new huh...oh a happier note me and mike are together...were doing real good...so im happy...and im real tired so im going to bed...good night
Current Mood:  In Pain
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12:35 am
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ummmmm...
yeah so things have been super nuts lately. mike and shawns father died so things have sucked. me and christa have been running aorund like chickens with their heads cut off. its been nuts and sooooooooo tireing but no matter what we are gonna be there for mike and shawn so its ok. me and christa spent the past 2 nights at the krom house staying wtih mike and shawn. all 4 of us roomed together! lol goooooood times lol so yeah tonight is the first night in 2 days im sleeping in my own bed. weeeeiiiirddd! but we are sleeping over there tomorrow night. seriously the only time i was home in the past 2 days was to shower. thats it. it was crazy. tonight was the wake and tomorrow is the funeral thts gonna be super hard. and im freakin sick. this sucks. but im madddd tired and i gotta be at christas for 9 tomorrow sooooo im gonna go to bed...night
Current Mood: exhausted
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01:28 am
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yeah umm....
yeah sooo...about nothing going right in my life...school sucks...work sucks...my life sucks...basically everyone is suicidal and wants school to be over...why is it that were under so much freakin stress right now?!?!?! if this is the way its always gonna be in the last few weeks of the semester before summer im soooooo not going back to school...cuz it fuckin sucks!!! nothing new to report with my life. still fuckin blows! me and john still suck...nothing new with that one...i think we get worse and worse everyday honestly. welcome to my life. my dad goes in for surgery on wednesday...yup just found out last night...my mom has been working till 12 every night...basically everything is going wrong and i hate my life...going to bed...night
Current Mood:  depressed
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12:41 am
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blahhhhhhh
alright so this weekend was alright. dont remember what we did friday prolly wasnt that exciting lol but anywho, last night mike had a party at the house that he was house sitting at. it was pretty good. i got soooooo wasted and felt horrible which kinda makes me have second thoughts about spring weekend but we will see what happens. so yeah last night i passed out not once, not twice but yes three times. pretty good huh?!?!?! once on the basement floor then again on a computer chair and then last but not least on the couch. oh man. talk about nuts. we were all pretty done so we went to bed at like 130 lol. hickey threw up in the living room. sooo grose lol. i slept very nicely. i went right to bed. lol so yeah its like 1245 and i still have 2 essays to write. pretty cool huh?!?!?! yeah im soooo tired so i think i might just go to bed. yeahhh good idea...good night
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07:08 pm
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I don't have to work tomorrow!!! =)
let me just start off by asking...if it bad to really kinda like the new will smith song called switch?!?!?! anywho, im just real happy i dont have to work tomorrow...makes me soooooo happy...andddd i scheduled my tattoo apointment for april 21...kinda nervous but sooo exctited...thats it for now...peace
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Will Smith- Switch
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02:20 am
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AWESOME night! =)
seriously tonight was what i needed. i havent been happy in a while and im sooooooo happy i went out tonight. lately my life has sucked HORRIBLY! most of us know why but i dont really feel like getting into that right now cuz im finally in a good mood. tonight me coll and stef went to alchemy. it was awwwwwesome. soooooooooooooooo fuckin hot but it was a lot of fun. and my body guard joe ended up finding me! =) ha ha it was too funny. thank god he was there cuz there was some verrrrrrrry sketchy people. unfortunatly stef and coll had some of the sketchy people coming up behind them. i tried to save them as much as possible. actaully i think joe helped them out more then i did but it was all good. but we danced for 2 hours straight it was amazaing. i had sooooooo much fun. it was def a night i will NEVER forget! ;) right girls?!?!? ha ha then we went to the diner and saw a bunch of people we knew from high school. it was fun though. it was such a great night and it was just what i needed so im soooooo happy. i didnt let anyhitng piss me off tonight. NOTHING at all. almost got pissed at one point but i didnt let it bother me so its alllll good! alright well im pretty tired and i finally get to sleep in cuz i took tomorrow and saturday off and its great! gooooooood night alllllll!!!
Current Mood:  cheerful
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01:36 am
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kill me
tonight was by far the worse night of my life. me and john arent really friends anymore. we talk online and thats it. i fuckin hate my life right now. i dont understand what is going on. i didnt do anything wrong and i get hurt. i dont understand. i gotta TRY to get some sleep.
Current Mood: depressed
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02:58 pm
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All I wanna do is sleep...=(
ok so i havent updated in forever...my life isnt that exciting...school sucks, work sucks, my life sucks...i gave john his project that i made for him...he really liked so thats good...i gotta work at 4...im gonna go...il update later
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11:46 pm
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Atleast I still have Molly!
idk where to start. lately i have been depressed. im fine when im out with friends and my mind is off everything but then when im sitting home, it freakin sucks. idk what to do anymore. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and im making myself sick over everything. i hate it sooo much. well on a happier note i went to brookfield last night to see amy and ryan and lil molly. it was the best time ever. thats EXACTLY what i needed to get my mind off of everything. it was great. i love that baby so much. she means soooo much to me. im going up over spring break too and im staying over night. ryan told me i have the midnight shift but idc i will do it cuz i love that lil girl. well im gonna go try to get to bed. i got class tomorrow 8-9 and 9-10 and then work from 11-3 and class from 330-445. sucksssssss!!! anddd i have a math test tomorrow which im not even close to prepared for. im falling apart. idk whats wrong with me. god help me. send me something good please!
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Ashlee Simpson- La La
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11:43 pm
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Molly Victoria Lyddy! =)
Sooooooooooooo...my cousin had her baby! its a girl! Molly Victoria Lyddy! we went to see her tonight. she is sooooooooooooo beautiful. i am sooo excited and proud. this is like my lil niece and i am soooooo excited. i took like a million pics. i cant wait to babysit and buy her everything. its great! =)
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12:30 pm
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Hummm...
alright so lets see...still no baby. kinda getting impatient. i want this kid to come now and i want it to be a boy soooooo badly. me and kyle cant wait and want a lil boy. anywho, weekend was alright. friday got my car whip creamed by weichner and steve. lucky me. its an on going war we have with all them. its fun i guess except when stuff happens to ur car. oh well. saturday hung out with john. it was a lot of fun. oh did i mention that i work my life away?!?!?!?! today is my first day off since wednesday! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i go to class and then go to work. i dont even have time to eat anymore. it sucks!!! yes im making money but seriously it sucks working everyday! but i need the money cuz there is so much i wanna do. and so me and my mom are going tattoo pricing on wednesday. its a day that we both finally have off cuz we never have days off together. i barely get to see her anymore. it really sucks. so yeha im a lil not happy cuz i gotta get a "trial" tattoo first. i just want one. i dont want a million. it sucks. but i guess it will be better to get a small one before i get the big one i want. im just gonna have to get the small one where no one can see it. so yeah were going pricing on wednesday. should be a good time. so were expecting a lot of snow i hear. but it hasnt started yet and im really not happy cuz that means now i have to go to my math class at 330 which sucks. maybe we will get lucky and he will let us out early! ha he NEVER lets us out early sooo yeah not counting on it. well im gonna go continue to do nothing. peace
Current Mood:  Thinking
Current Music: Radio AOL-90s Pop
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03:02 am
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YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!
AMY IS IN LABOR RIGHT NOW!!! I AM SOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!
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