Melissa's Days

WHOAAAAA!!!

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 05:46:58 GMT

Wow i cant remember the last time i wrote in this. soooo much shit has happend that i cant even remember it all. im sad that no one updates anymore. the part that is ever sader is that i take the time to look to see if anyone has updated but i never update myself. yeah idk. well its like 1:46 and i got a class at 9 tomorrow that i HAVE to go to so im going to bed. night

It's been a long while...

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 05:58:06 GMT

so yeah i havent updated in forever but lets see. went to hawaii had an amazing time. got to see marc which was awesome. got a good tan then lost it due to peeling lol. lost a lot of weight while i was gone but no worries i am putting it all back on very nicely lol. ummm lets see. camp starts on tuesday. should be fun. well atleast for the first 3 weeks then the last 3 i will prolly wanna drive my car into a tree. but hey its a job right?!?!?!? me and john are semi talking again which is cool. we both apologized and admitted that we both said a lot of things that we def didnt mean. so HOPEFULLY things will get better from here. we will see. tonight was alright. i went bowling. havent done that in a while. it atually sucked a lot of balls at first but then got better. then i had to babysit my drunk ass sister. seriously that girl has gotten drunk more times in like her sophmore year then i have my whole life. shes nuts. tomorrow i am going to the beach with amanda and christa. i just wanna even out this tan line i got going on. well im pretty tired so im gonna go to bed. night

Yes I am in Hawaii!!! =)

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 04:06:02 GMT

ok so just thought i would update while i am in hawaii! pretty nice huh?!?!? the weather is beautiful here. it never rains. the beaches are amazaing! i am DEF coming back. there is wayyyy too much to do here to stay just for one week. im gonna finally get to see marc tomorrow. yes today is thursday and that means im seeing marc on friday. i guess he has been busy lately and i know he has cuz he has a lot to do. so he said that we will spend friday and saturday together so that should be nice. im real excited cuz i havent seen him since he was home at the beginigng of 2nd semester which was a while ago. so it should be nice to just see him and talk. i wanna go see pearl harbor so maybe we will be able to go. then i leave saturday night. i cant believe the week is over but i think i am ready to go. you know me, i get home sick reeeeeal easily and its hitting me now. so im ready to leave. its gonna be a longggggggg plane ride but it will be nice to be back home. ok gonna go shower since i just got back from the beach and all lol. peace

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 13:46:02 GMT

ok so i just typed a long ass entry and then i hit the X by accident and signed off. im pretty pissed off right now. so im obviously gonna just summerize everything. i leave for hawaii a week from tomorrow and i cant wait to get away from here and everyone. it should be nice. sooo last night i hung out with erin for a lil. it was a good time. we used to be best friends and hung out like everyday but then we kinda stoped talking and stuff so it was nice to hang out again. we met up with her friend katie at danny;s in stratford. i have met her before. shes soo nice. i got invited to go up to differnt towns to hang out with their other friends once in a while and i think im gonna go. it should be cool. then we met up with stew, mike and mike e. then erin went home and i went with the guys. back seat with mike e. always an adventure lol. as for tonight, i hope something fun goes on cuz if not im staying home. my parents are going to a wedding so i will be here by myself. unless my brothers and sister are here then i will contemplate suicide. we will see what happens. gonna go now. peace

ughhhhhhhhhhh

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 05:05:46 GMT

I FUCKIN HATE GUYS!!! THEY ALL SUCK! I AM CONVINCED THAT I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER FIND THAT RIGHT ONE! WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Summer is awesome!

Sun, 22 May 2005 20:56:36 GMT

ok so last night was a party at stefs! awesome time! oh wait...let me back up...it was mine and mikes one month and since hes awesome he took me out to armalinos (dont know how to spell it) it was reeeal good and not cheap at all. =0 but it was fun. then we picked up shawn and christa and went to stefs party. it was so much fun. dont rememeber a lot of it but yeah it was fun. more stories to come cuz i gots to go out. more partying. peace

FINALLY...

Sun, 15 May 2005 16:39:05 GMT

well not much to report except my life is amazaing and finally all coming together. the summer is off to an awesome start and i am finally so happy! im sure i will update more as the summer goes on but for now this is all i got. peace

People suck!

Sun, 08 May 2005 16:20:26 GMT

ok so apperntly i was involved in shit that went one last night with cody and john when i had NOTHING to fuckin do with it. i was hanging out at steves with my crew and cody was out doing what ever with his crew. but i guess some how i managed to be invloved. im just so pissed right now cuz i didnt do shit and im getting blamed for all of it. my sister called me and told me what happend to so i told everyone i was with but apperntly since stef put up an away message about it that means that i was involved it all of it and made cody follow john and hes bitch. i could care less what the fuck they do. really i could care less. he kicked me outta his life so i have no desire to know whats going on in his life anymore so why the fuck would i care what he is doing on a saturday night?!?!? seriously people are fucked up. sorry i cant control what my sisters bf does on a saturday night. i will make sure to watch him more! fuck off!

PAIN

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 05:08:20 GMT

yeah so i got my tattoo today...it hurt soooooooooooooooo bad...i will prolly never do it again...it was def a painful experience...so things have been pretty horrible with john but hey thats ntohign new huh...oh a happier note me and mike are together...were doing real good...so im happy...and im real tired so im going to bed...good night

ummmmm...

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 04:39:37 GMT

yeah so things have been super nuts lately. mike and shawns father died so things have sucked. me and christa have been running aorund like chickens with their heads cut off. its been nuts and sooooooooo tireing but no matter what we are gonna be there for mike and shawn so its ok. me and christa spent the past 2 nights at the krom house staying wtih mike and shawn. all 4 of us roomed together! lol goooooood times lol so yeah tonight is the first night in 2 days im sleeping in my own bed. weeeeiiiirddd! but we are sleeping over there tomorrow night. seriously the only time i was home in the past 2 days was to shower. thats it. it was crazy. tonight was the wake and tomorrow is the funeral thts gonna be super hard. and im freakin sick. this sucks. but im madddd tired and i gotta be at christas for 9 tomorrow sooooo im gonna go to bed...night

yeah umm....

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 05:33:06 GMT

yeah sooo...about nothing going right in my life...school sucks...work sucks...my life sucks...basically everyone is suicidal and wants school to be over...why is it that were under so much freakin stress right now?!?!?! if this is the way its always gonna be in the last few weeks of the semester before summer im soooooo not going back to school...cuz it fuckin sucks!!! nothing new to report with my life. still fuckin blows! me and john still suck...nothing new with that one...i think we get worse and worse everyday honestly. welcome to my life. my dad goes in for surgery on wednesday...yup just found out last night...my mom has been working till 12 every night...basically everything is going wrong and i hate my life...going to bed...night

blahhhhhhh

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 04:46:07 GMT

alright so this weekend was alright. dont remember what we did friday prolly wasnt that exciting lol but anywho, last night mike had a party at the house that he was house sitting at. it was pretty good. i got soooooo wasted and felt horrible which kinda makes me have second thoughts about spring weekend but we will see what happens. so yeah last night i passed out not once, not twice but yes three times. pretty good huh?!?!?! once on the basement floor then again on a computer chair and then last but not least on the couch. oh man. talk about nuts. we were all pretty done so we went to bed at like 130 lol. hickey threw up in the living room. sooo grose lol. i slept very nicely. i went right to bed. lol so yeah its like 1245 and i still have 2 essays to write. pretty cool huh?!?!?! yeah im soooo tired so i think i might just go to bed. yeahhh good idea...good night

I don't have to work tomorrow!!! =)

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 00:17:18 GMT

let me just start off by asking...if it bad to really kinda like the new will smith song called switch?!?!?! anywho, im just real happy i dont have to work tomorrow...makes me soooooo happy...andddd i scheduled my tattoo apointment for april 21...kinda nervous but sooo exctited...thats it for now...peace

AWESOME night! =)

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 07:28:29 GMT

seriously tonight was what i needed. i havent been happy in a while and im sooooooo happy i went out tonight. lately my life has sucked HORRIBLY! most of us know why but i dont really feel like getting into that right now cuz im finally in a good mood. tonight me coll and stef went to alchemy. it was awwwwwesome. soooooooooooooooo fuckin hot but it was a lot of fun. and my body guard joe ended up finding me! =) ha ha it was too funny. thank god he was there cuz there was some verrrrrrrry sketchy people. unfortunatly stef and coll had some of the sketchy people coming up behind them. i tried to save them as much as possible. actaully i think joe helped them out more then i did but it was all good. but we danced for 2 hours straight it was amazaing. i had sooooooo much fun. it was def a night i will NEVER forget! ;) right girls?!?!? ha ha then we went to the diner and saw a bunch of people we knew from high school. it was fun though. it was such a great night and it was just what i needed so im soooooo happy. i didnt let anyhitng piss me off tonight. NOTHING at all. almost got pissed at one point but i didnt let it bother me so its alllll good! alright well im pretty tired and i finally get to sleep in cuz i took tomorrow and saturday off and its great! gooooooood night alllllll!!!

kill me

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 06:38:14 GMT

tonight was by far the worse night of my life. me and john arent really friends anymore. we talk online and thats it. i fuckin hate my life right now. i dont understand what is going on. i didnt do anything wrong and i get hurt. i dont understand. i gotta TRY to get some sleep.

All I wanna do is sleep...=(

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 20:05:54 GMT

ok so i havent updated in forever...my life isnt that exciting...school sucks, work sucks, my life sucks...i gave john his project that i made for him...he really liked so thats good...i gotta work at 4...im gonna go...il update later

Atleast I still have Molly!

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 04:52:21 GMT

idk where to start. lately i have been depressed. im fine when im out with friends and my mind is off everything but then when im sitting home, it freakin sucks. idk what to do anymore. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and im making myself sick over everything. i hate it sooo much. well on a happier note i went to brookfield last night to see amy and ryan and lil molly. it was the best time ever. thats EXACTLY what i needed to get my mind off of everything. it was great. i love that baby so much. she means soooo much to me. im going up over spring break too and im staying over night. ryan told me i have the midnight shift but idc i will do it cuz i love that lil girl. well im gonna go try to get to bed. i got class tomorrow 8-9 and 9-10 and then work from 11-3 and class from 330-445. sucksssssss!!! anddd i have a math test tomorrow which im not even close to prepared for. im falling apart. idk whats wrong with me. god help me. send me something good please!

Molly Victoria Lyddy! =)

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 04:47:11 GMT

Sooooooooooooo...my cousin had her baby! its a girl! Molly Victoria Lyddy! we went to see her tonight. she is sooooooooooooo beautiful. i am sooo excited and proud. this is like my lil niece and i am soooooo excited. i took like a million pics. i cant wait to babysit and buy her everything. its great! =)

Hummm...

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 17:38:33 GMT

alright so lets see...still no baby. kinda getting impatient. i want this kid to come now and i want it to be a boy soooooo badly. me and kyle cant wait and want a lil boy. anywho, weekend was alright. friday got my car whip creamed by weichner and steve. lucky me. its an on going war we have with all them. its fun i guess except when stuff happens to ur car. oh well. saturday hung out with john. it was a lot of fun. oh did i mention that i work my life away?!?!?!?! today is my first day off since wednesday! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i go to class and then go to work. i dont even have time to eat anymore. it sucks!!! yes im making money but seriously it sucks working everyday! but i need the money cuz there is so much i wanna do. and so me and my mom are going tattoo pricing on wednesday. its a day that we both finally have off cuz we never have days off together. i barely get to see her anymore. it really sucks. so yeha im a lil not happy cuz i gotta get a "trial" tattoo first. i just want one. i dont want a million. it sucks. but i guess it will be better to get a small one before i get the big one i want. im just gonna have to get the small one where no one can see it. so yeah were going pricing on wednesday. should be a good time. so were expecting a lot of snow i hear. but it hasnt started yet and im really not happy cuz that means now i have to go to my math class at 330 which sucks. maybe we will get lucky and he will let us out early! ha he NEVER lets us out early sooo yeah not counting on it. well im gonna go continue to do nothing. peace

YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 08:02:46 GMT

AMY IS IN LABOR RIGHT NOW!!! I AM SOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!

I just feel like crying...

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 06:39:25 GMT

ok so i my dad just had me go on ctpost.com and see if erins obituary was in there yet and it is and its prolly one of the sadest things ever. i really just wanna cry now. im so depressed now. the wake is on sunday and idk how im gonna do it. here it is for all of you that care to read it...

Erin Marie Babineau

BABINEAU Erin Marie Babineau, age 10, of Stratford, passed away on Tuesday, February 22, 2005. Erin was the beloved daughter of Jeff and Donna Barile Babineau, and cherished sister to Rachel and Cory. Erin was born in Bridgeport and has been a life long Stratford resident. She was a 5th grade student at Chapel Street School where she was very involved in many school activities. She performed in the school talent show, school play and played the clarinet in the school band. Erin was a school recycler, Wee Deliver postal carrier and was a participant in the Reflections Program, and was a 5th grade Chatter Box journalist. Erin, also a piano player, was very athletic. She was a level 7 gymnast at Polly's Gymnastic School and a member of the Stratford P.A.L. Girls Fast-pitch Softball League. Erin also attended St. Mark's Church Religious Education Program. Erin, nicknamed "Fish" by her family, had a constant infectious smile that caused people to ask "Does she ever stop smiling?" with our reply only "Not really". She was always happy and busy and always had a plan! She had a genuine laugh that was very contagious. Erin was one in the same as her sister Rachel. They spent countless hours together and they were more than sisters, they were best friends. Erin's life ambition was to become a school teacher and she was well on her way with her brother Cory as her pupil. She would imitate what she loved so much and learned from her teachers using her bulletin boards, markers, books, planners, pointers and school bell. She was presently teaching Cory to read. Erin also loved to spend time with her many friends, riding bikes, playing Polly Pocket, and being a "Mommy" to her dolls. She can be remembered carrying her pocket books filled with all her "stuff". Erin loved to make cards and crafts to give as gifts. Erin was so loving and affectionate. She loved to hold hands, sit close, give butterfly hugs and kisses, and was never afraid to say "I love you". Erin lived a lifetime in her 10 short years and words cannot describe how special she was to so many. Her memories will live on in our hearts forever and ever. She touched so many lives, in so many ways in such a short time. Erin, who was always so giving, will continue to touch lives and give her gift of life as she became an organ donor, so others can live. Survivors in addition to her parents and her sister Rachel and brother Cory, include her paternal grandparents, Richard and Claire Babineau of Stratford; great-grandmother, Sofia Fleiger of Yonkers, N.Y.; four uncles, Robert Barile of California, Gary Babineau of Indiana, Eric Babineau of Stratford, and Kevin Komjathy of Trumbull. She was predeceased by her maternal grandparents, Robert and Sophie Barile, and her aunt Dana Komajathy. Friends are invited to attend a Mass of Christian Burial on Monday February 28, at 10 a.m. in St. Mark's Church 500 Wigwam Lane Stratford. Interment will be in Union Cemetery Stratford. Friends may call on Sunday from 2-6 p.m. in the Adzima Funeral Home, 50 Paradise Green Place Stratford. In lieu of flowers, those desiring may make donations to the Erin Babineau Memorial Scholarship Fund.
Published in the Connecticut Post from 2/23/2005 - 2/25/2005.

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 05:11:24 GMT

well, responding to my entry about kim from last night shes not worth my time. she is NOTHING to me! NOTHING AT ALL! i would only be wasting my time saying something to her. and as i learned today, life is wayyy to short to worry about fuckin skanks like her. ya never know when your gonna leave this world so there is no reason to put all your time on something that is worthless and means nothing at all! alright well this weekend was pretty good. worked friday and saturday but still had fun at night. friday hung out with meg, greg, smerillo, ernie and gaspar. it was fun. we were alllll squished in megs car. i was squished between greg and smeriello. very interesting i must say. we had fun though. then sat me meg and amanda went to tj max. it was amazaing. i felt like a lil kid in a toy store. gay huh?!?!? but it was fun. then at night we went to steves cuz a bunch of people were there and then me amanda jackie and meg went to go pick up my sister cuz she was drunk at a party but it didnt work out that well but i dont feel like explaining it. then sunday me and john hung out. it actaully went very well. its a lil hard to know that hes talking to someone but as long as we still get to hang out and shit il live i think. today i woke up to some of the worse news. ya know that news you never wanna have to hear?!?!? yeah well i heard it...to make a long story short, a guy my dad works with who is also friends of the family were on vacation, were in a taxi, the taxi driver was going fast, the father told him to slow down numerous times, he didnt listen, the hit a car head on, the driver died instantly, and...well...their 10 year old daughter erin died. i get upset just telling the story again. she died! 10 years old! 10 fuckin years old! its horrible. beyond horrible. im like so depressed. i did nothing all day. pretty much mooped around. im still in shock. im a mix of things...im pissed off at that asshole driver, upset, and confused as to why she was taken from us at such a young age. why?!?!?!? i HATE asshole drivers. i HATE drunk divers and asshole drivers! pisses me off sooooooooo much! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! im gonna try to get some sleep. i need it and i got class AND work RIGHT after it tomorrow. good night

DEAR KIM, FUCKIN ROT IN HELL!!!

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 07:37:29 GMT

Here is a letter that krom sent to me...its a letter that kim sent to him...and kim can go run infront of a plow cuz shes so fuckin worthless and i hate her so fuckin much...rot in hell you fuckin skank!

Mike-

I had to think about this for a while... pertaining to me and you being friends, I know you dont want to make me an enemy or whatever but the fact is I know that you guys useto and prob still do talk about me all the time. You useto never pick up your phones whenever I called you guys, and constantly whenever I hung out with you guys I was yelled at or made fun of. The thing is you guys dont know who I really am... you never saw me, I was too afraid to let you guys see me bc you prob would have made fun of me for who I am. Another fact is that you guys are still friends with melissa and Im sorry but I CANNOT hang out with anybody who has respect for her b.c I myself have no respect for her at all. The fact that over break you invited me christa and chelsea over to steves one night and then you guys invited melissa was beyond me.... and then to top off our break you decided to invite her to new years eve.... MY FREAKING BIRTHDAY... Im sorry but that is the last freakin day I would ever want to see her. I just dont think you guys understand, if I saw her dying on the side of the road I wouldnt even help her.... you know that I am a kind person and a genuinly care about everybody but there is no acception for her. And truthfully I think, or actually I know , that you guys knew that I felt this way about her and the fact that you guys, my so called "high school best friends" invited her to everything that we did just pissed me off beyond belief. Its funny how if you think about it when steve hated melissa everybody hated melissa and steph, and then all of the sudden you guys were all buddy buddy again. The only time that you guys were ever on my side instead of someone elses is when matt was fucking up and you couldnt wait to see my heart break. I appriciate your honesty in the last email, and if you want to email me back about this one feel free. And honestly I dont really care if you decide to tell melissa what I said, but this is how I feel. And by excluding everyone that has anything to do with her will relieve me of these feelings.

Kim

eh....

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 02:30:30 GMT

alright so its valentines day and i hate valentines day. i even hated it when i did have a bf but i hate it even more when i dont have one. but anyone, atleast i got to spend a lil of valentines day with john. so that was a plus. we went to school together and then tonight i had to bring his calculator to him at work and he let me stay for a while so that was cool. i went at like 730ish and i stayed till close at 9! he was in rzone so we played video games. it was actaully kinda fun. and he didnt kick me out so i was very happy. now im real tired and im waiting for a call from marc so i can say bye cuz he leaves tomorrow morning. alright time to go eat. peace

"Thanks for coming to my birthday party" -Greg!

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 16:25:32 GMT

Lets see...where to begin lol the night started off with amanda picking me up 3589347634 hours late but anywho she picked me up and we met stef hickey andrew stew krom and weichner at apple bee's cuz they were eating there. then we all went to best buy and then me and amanda went to stefs house and idk where the guys went but anywho we hung out there for a lil, i made easy mac and fucked it up! how do you mess up easy mac?!?! seriously! lol then me and amanda rememberd that we told our old friend Bo from middle school that we would stop by and say hi cuz we havent see him for prolly 3-4 years lol. so yeah me and amanda went and stef went to go pick up chels and she met us there. prolly one of the most awkward times ever lol. we stayed in the car and talked and blah blah we made stef call us and we pretended it was one of the guys telling us where to meet them lol. so yeah then we left and droped off stefs car and amandas at my house and i got my car. then it was me stef amanda and chels in my car and we went to VIP. wayyyyy too crowded for my liking. and amanda and chels had never been there before so that was an adventure lol. then marc called me and told me to me him and dawid at taco bell so we went there for a lil and just talked. then dawid asked marc prolly the worlds worse question ever. he asked him what he was doing about a will!!! wtf?!?!?!?! that was NOT something that i wanted to hear at all. they leave tuesday morning which kinda sucks cuz i have nooo idea when the next time i will see him cuz this is the serious stuff now. he goes away for 38 more days of training and then he goes to his base and thats it. but anywho then we left taco bell and the VW boys were waiting for us at UNO'S. so we went there and there was greg smeriello ernie and bogan. amanda never met bogan before and didnt know the way he is as far as him always just making fun of people so she wasnt too happy so we had to leave. but greg was tooooooo funny. he was like sitting in a corner cuz the light was too bright for him so then he had the lady like dim the lights. then we got into our lil aruments as usual lol always fun. then he tried to convince me that its his birthday. i didnt believe him and then i was tlaking to him after we left cuz he left a very nice message on my voice message ha ha and i just said happy birthday to make him happy and hes like well thanks for coming to my birthday party meaning at unos i was like greg ur gay lol and that was it. lol so then we went to get amanda and stefs cars and well bad news, someone had paintballed them. stef was pretty calm but amanda?!?! forget it! apperntly there had been a punch of paintballing last night. oh well. so we met all the guys like hickey, krom, stew steve and then christa was with them and we met them all at wendy's and they told us that we should go power wash it off NOW. so amanda took off in like .2 seconds and then i took stef to go get her car cuz only amanda picked up hers. so then i follwed her to the place over by taco bell and we were the only ones kinda scary. and i KNEW it would be bad news when we saw the guys walking. soooooooooooooooo scary. they started talking to us and walked over to us. i had nooooo idea what to do. blah blah blah needed a cell phone thought they were gonna rape me or put me in my car and take off and then they helped out stef and then stef drove them home! what a smart girl!!! lol j/k so yeah we made it out alive and went to steves cuz everyone was there. we just chilled and watchs tv while the guys drank their beers like the old men they are lol and then at like 2 i went home cuz i like fell asleep on the floor. and now i have such a head ache and it sucks. i have woken up with head aches like all week. idk whats on the agenda for tonight. who knows. its always an adventure. stefs gotta work till 9 so idk maybe il visit with the VW boys for a lil or idk. well im gonna go. peace